Friday, March 14, 2003

Hell , i took 5 whole minutes to get to this freaking Page!!! I really have half a mind to just dump this whole blogger Thing. Damn Irritating.I dunno wats going on these few dayz but i feel real crappy this two dayz... I get temperamental and everything, and my holidayz are all down the drain!!!! The whole week is booked!! Wat kinda holiday is it anyway!? I think i'm coming down with depression due to stress.To make things worse, the stupid J and A sitting in front of me are getting on my nerves.They bitch about everybody in every minute of wat ever lesson that is going on! IT's not as if their charecters are totally perfect, they should just shut the hell up.This is gonna be a long entry, lots of thing ,wanna sae but did'nt get a chance. Yesterday, when i was going home, i saw a certain teacher (can't tell the name ,make it a point to not mention names) whom i got quite a good impression. So it was like so awkward!! So i did the most pathetic thing in the world!!! I pretended to sleep!! wat the hell. Somehow i got upset about this incident ,also dunno why.Tried to call some people to talk about it and then no one's at home! Then got some courage to call up an old friend and then she too was'nt at home!! It was totally sickening, i almost felt like crying. Hope i feel better after this. MAy watever god there is in the world bless me for once.