Rain

(warning ramblings ahead)

Raining right now. A blessing for the haze situation in singapore. I find that rain never ceases to amaze me. It's beauty, it's coolness, and the wet feel when the wind blows it at you only to find it evaporated the next minute. To me i prefer rain to sun. I find that listening to the rain, with it's pitter patter when it lands on the road , the soft drumming when it comes in contact with the roof and the drip of water droplets from a leaf all creates a calming effect for me. Somehow it soothes the mind, not to forget it is so nice to sleep when it rains. With such a hectic lifestlye in singapore, everyone rushing about to meet datelines, to study for tests, to score As As As, i wonder how many of us actually stop to admire the things around us. Busy beings as we are, we have forgotten to take time to just stop appreciate the beauty in nature.

A Very Hairy topic

OCOCOCOCOCOCOCCO!!
Yeah! The OC is back! every thursdays, 10.30.oh Seth is so good looking. Him and his sexy hair. So curly, like frodo's. Curly curly hair. That reminds me i have friend who loves men with beards. Not only does it have to be long, it has to be silky too! like re-bonded or somthing. The more the merrier hahha. and she has photos of Gandalf and Dumbledore in her cell phone.Wait their's is not that silky what? lol What is it with hair anyway? It some how enhances a persons sex appeal. Like thick hair= sexy.(that only includes hair on the head that is). Can you imagine a babe in bikini running along a beach, the image only to be ruined by some hair rudely protruding under her arm? Urrgghh... maybe that's only my perception, when i went to hongkong this tour guide hinted that armpit hair was sexy so... not sure how the different sexes think. Oh also i once had a teacher who liked men with chest hair. She says it's manly. I can't see how though.

I openly declare" I'm jealous of people with thick hair!!!"

After i read the book Many Lives Many Masters, i have now a different view on life. Although i have good reason to doubt it, it remains convincing to me, and i would like to believe it. It's theory is basically aiming at proving the existence of reincarnation. The new insight i gained was astounding. my reaction was extreme even before i finished the book. I was feeling a chill down my spine, as i contemplated the posibilities of life-after-death. Is it really possible for it to happen. Then what is the purpose for us to live and re-live our lives over and over again?

Previously even before i read the book, my mum went to see a fortune teller or (seer) whatever they want to call themselves recommended by my aunt, to find out the reasons for her grieviences, apparently she felt life was difficult. The fortune teller told her it was her past lives, i repeat past lives, not one but a few lives that were affecting her. In her previous life she was a man and had a complication with her or should i say his wife. Because of that and also other issues, she had to carry her debt to her current lifetime. This occured approximately one year ago.

I realised that when reading the book, there are various similarities . References such as debts to be cleared were also mentioned. When i was in pri sch someone once told me that there is a high possibility that the people you meet in your lifetime, you have met them before. Again, it was also recounted in the book. At this point you must be thinking what a load of BS. Trust me, i myself have questioned this unorthodox parapsychology, many times. But what makes us so sure that there isn't a single tiny weeny bit of chance that reincarnation exists?

People once once thought that the world was flat. Even the greatest scientists thought that the atom was the smallest particle to ever exist, and when they looked further, at whole lot of other crap turned up. My point is, who knows maybe reincarnation do exist/or does'nt. you decide.

i think i've found the answer to the meaning of life. It's about learning.

wow it's long time since ive blogged. Honestly i wanted to close this thing, or leave it alone. Much too lazy to write anything. yep i have recieved my maths and chinese results , and surprise surprise i passed.Actually not really that surprised, just had the fear that smth may go awry. Life is full of the unexpected. You never know what's gonna happen in the next month, day and second. It has always been told to us to "sieze the day", but come to think of it, what counts as seizing the day?? Is it as simple as doing things that you like so as to feel a sense of fulfillment or to make full use of our existence(if anyone even notices it) to change the world.