Now hear my confession? I should change it to now hear my confusion.

It's the hols now, so now and then i'll have to come back to the hall and stay. It's kinda strange. I thought i'll be all in for staying in the hall for the hols. But i'm not. Go home also not, stay hall also not. Seriously where should i go? christmas is coming.

Just before i went on my m'sia trip, dad received a call about uncle. haiz.. i guess depression is like a gene in the family. Its amazing how the mind plays tricks on us, and even when you know it does, you fall for it. The mind is powerful yet scary... Either you control it or it controls you.

Thoughts... i'm lost

where am i, who am i, what am i doing?