I hate the wait

I fanthom why people make others wait. Issit the inconsiderateness? or the pure lack of disregard for the other. Or maybe one thinks to make others wait doesn't matter to the other?
Seriously in life the one thing i can't stand is to wait. I mean once or twice is okay but all the time...You would think patience is made of rubber. Am i too sensitive? have i any choice.

Had a bout of gloominess at the beginning of the week for god knows what reason. Suddenly felt all hopeless and thought of some ghastly things i wouldn't usually think about. But the next day when i was in a happier mood i couldn't even begin to explain the thoughts i had in the previous day! Emotion really is a strange thing. It takes you over and you're left without control, without rationality.

Just read hueys blog and i'm filled with envy. travelling and experiencing different people and culture. Total freedom i suppose.

i would like to get lost someday.