I hate the wait

I fanthom why people make others wait. Issit the inconsiderateness? or the pure lack of disregard for the other. Or maybe one thinks to make others wait doesn't matter to the other?
Seriously in life the one thing i can't stand is to wait. I mean once or twice is okay but all the time...You would think patience is made of rubber. Am i too sensitive? have i any choice.

Had a bout of gloominess at the beginning of the week for god knows what reason. Suddenly felt all hopeless and thought of some ghastly things i wouldn't usually think about. But the next day when i was in a happier mood i couldn't even begin to explain the thoughts i had in the previous day! Emotion really is a strange thing. It takes you over and you're left without control, without rationality.

Just read hueys blog and i'm filled with envy. travelling and experiencing different people and culture. Total freedom i suppose.

i would like to get lost someday.

Call me Gate Crasher

I was lately at a friends party, caught up with some old frens and bitched about many stuff. All in all i had quite alot of fun and the main lead siew yee looked gorgeous i think she shld be in a beauty pagent. I had quite some fun there save for one fact.

I wasn't invited. !!!!

HAHhaha, okay i'm not angry or anything like that if some people might think so. Cos i din keep in contact in the first place. But i must say, it was a little awkward. But then again it was a good chance to catch up with old frens . I couldn't miss it. Blame goose for dragging me there :)

One the way back had another round of bitching session with goose again that i thoroughly enjoyed. i'm glad i crashed.

The Root of Happiness

I feel happy for no particular reason today. There was no special good news greetings or meeting of exciting new people or even meeting of friends or bf. It was a totally ordinary day. Yet yet i feel unusually happy. Okay there's nothing unsettling about being happy so much so that i have to blog about it. People might even think its sad that one have to "blog" about being plain happy. But hey why not?

Sometimes it relaxing to blog about absolutely nothing which i am now. Not everything in the world has to be done with a purpose. What is the root of happiness you ask? My answer is it comes from within. It comes from nothingness and the determination to stay happy no matter that happens.

The world is truly an oyster.

Anw, i did a count of my blog posts. I blog approxiately 3 times per semester. I shall make it a point to blog more my frens.